The Path of the Soul

I've decided to listen to the second track of this CD out of curiosity and basically the second track deals with any current issues you select and transpond them to a past life and somehow release them.

One of my main problems, ever since I ever started working, is with my bosses. I'm not going to go into details about it, since it's an open place and anyone can read the blog, but today I decided to play on that idea, as to why I'm not happy with them (and I assume they with me).

Going back, I was sitting on a chair, dressed in black with some sort of black and white bonnet on my head. It was sort of an inn, or a pub or something like that. I didn't get the impression that I was a waitress but I did get the impression that I was there to do something I was not very comfortable doing.

Not far away from me was a table with some guys drinking beer, I guess, not sure, it was not very clear. I didn't see clear images this time around, unlike my previous regression, it's more like feeling of what I knew that it was there.

One guy was getting up from the chair and coming towards me. I wanted to make myself smaller and invisible, and I kept saying the mantra 'leave me alone, leave me alone', and then I added out of nowhere 'I'm not going with you'. And I was getting nervous and scared and feeling really bad and really wanted to be left alone, and didn't want to follow that guy. I didn't want to be noticed by him. But he was coming towards me.

Then Woolger gave the instruction to try to change the outcome, if I could say something, or do something, what would I say, or what would I do, try to control the situation. So I found myself saying 'I'm not going with you, leave me alone, I'm my own person, not just a nobody doing whatever you want'. And I started feeling really stronger inside, like all those feelings were bottled up inside me and I cried. And cried for minutes, so hard, I haven't cried like this in ages, all the time while I was saying these words, which came out of nowhere, they just spilled out.

I felt like in that lifetime (if it was real) I was a nobody, doing whatever others told me to do, I was not an 'individual', just a 'woman'. Must have been in a lifetime where women were not regarded as anything important, I assume.
A really weird and emotional regression. I wish I knew when and where that place was.