The Path of the Soul

I remembered I have the Gateway HemiSync CDs somewhere around and I've decided to start the training again. Afterall, I really feel that I had most success with these tapes than with any other meditation tapes or CDs that I listened to.

While earlier on I used to listen to the CD sitting on my chair (in my office at home where I also work every day), now I've decided to try something else. I went to the bedroom and put the CD in the laptop and listened to Discover #2 (Introduction to Focus 10) lying down in bed. It's about 35 or so minutes, I was alone, so I knew I would not be disturbed. And I also wanted to see how it is to be lying down while entering the Focus 10 state.

One thing I've realized afterwards is that I got much more relaxed and much 'deeper' than when I do usual meditation based on Dick Sutphen or somebody else. This feeling of mind awake / body asleep is totally relaxing and I welcome it fully. At some point I was not even sure how I was positioned in the bed, and I had the distinct feeling that one of my hands is actually turned inwards, in a funny position, whereas it turned out that it was not.

I had the window open and a strong rather cold was entering the room, plus I realized that I had the sound too loud, so I will know better next time. But all in all, I think I will give the Gateway Experience another shot and this time I hope I will stick with it. Also another feeling that I've noticed was different from my regular meditation sessions...usually when I open my eyes and I start moving around the room, I still feel a bit dazed, and I need to center to get back into the 'nromal'. Now, on the other hand, when I had to open my eyes and be wide awake, I truly was. It was as if nothing had happened in terms of 'aftereffects' of the session. I just felt great.

Hm, re-reading what I wrote after my first session over a year ago with the same track, I guess I felt pretty much the same again...

"After finishing the exercise, I also felt fresher, not as sleepy and drowsy as I usually feel after regular meditation. Now if this is a good or not so good sign, I have no idea."

So it seems that my previous Gateway experience journal is about to be reopened again and I'm really looking forward to my experiences in the process.

I've already had some practice with remote viewing with some degree of success a couple of years ago, so I've decided to try out this particular track, see what it was all about. I've realised a while ago that I didn't need to go through every single track in sequential order, as for example pretty much everything else after the introduction to Wave 2, starts out again from Focus 10, which is great.
So here are my perceptions, for what they are worth. I wonder how can I get confirmation of these...
Number 149721
A person dressed in black pants and blouse (or shirt) is talking to his wife, they are in the kitchen, she is busy doing something, and they are just standing and talking. Kids are running around them and the wife tells one of the kids to slow down. Then they just continue talking. I didn't feel a sense of urgency, or fight, it was simply a discussion of stuff to take care of. Regular, domestic life. The floor where the kids are running in has parquet.
Then I saw a letter/envelope falling down.

Not sure what this all means. If it does mean something, it will be unraveled in its own time. Now lets see if I get contacted by this person the way I conveyed the message...